Impossibility

Looking for possibility... It is not here, there or anywhere. It is not in hiding, nor is it in plain sight. It is not on the fringes, nor is it beyond the fringes. It is not, it simply is not.

Is it on the horizon? Surely it is on the horizon?

There is a speck on the horizon. But it's not possibility.

We have not lost it, because we never had it. We are not disappointed, because we never hoped for it. We cannot look for it, because we do not know how it looks.

This is all clear, clear as the impossible day...

For getting started depends on possibility. We can never get started now, and here we are in the middle.